BleedingBlueJeans

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Your Hands by BleedingBlueJeans, literature

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Your Hands

Your hands held me close Supported my head as an infant Your hands held mine When I was learning to walk Your hands let me go As I learned to ride a bike Your hands dried my tears Whenever I was sad Your hands patted my shoulders When I graduated school Your hands waved at me As we said good-bye Your hands twitched As we argued loudly Your hands balled into fists When I was right Your hands never struck Words did that for you Now your hands lay together As my hands throw dirt on your grave

Building a Bridge by BleedingBlueJeans, literature

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Building a Bridge

You and I are on opposite sides We can see each other We can smile and wave We can talk But we can’t touch So to start building our bridge We start slow Laying planks Tying knots And we make our bridge We can finally hug We can finally kiss But we don’t live the bridge We could go your way We could go mine Though as we stand Looking in each other’s eyes You brought matches I brought a flame thrower This bridge will burn Yet before it can burn It breaks We fall through The bridge was never that strong But at least we’re falling together

In the Back of Your Mind by BleedingBlueJeans, literature

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In the Back of Your Mind

The devil does not dance He does not make a grand entrance He does sweep you off your feet And lead you down a dark path He is always right behind you You turn So does he Mimicking you perfectly True you may never touch But the whispers Oh the whispers Don’t deny it You hear them You mistake them for thoughts Bad ideas Bad times It’s the first step Maybe you think Just this once Maybe you never cared Either way You hear them You’ve always heard them But how often Do you listen?

Anxiety's Chokehold by BleedingBlueJeans, literature

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Anxiety's Chokehold

There’s something I have to do It’s always on the back of my mind Yet my legs won’t move My arms move elsewhere I’m Terrified Anxiety has taken hold It won’t let go Tightening my throat Clenching my chest I can’t move It’s a simple task I can do it I can’t do it Just do it I can do it later Clock is ticking Deep breath Calm down Fight through the pain You’ll feel better That is if you get out Of the chokehold As even if you do Anxiety will never be that far behind You can never get rid of it But you can turn and face Fight Overcome Be Free

Fighting the Clock by BleedingBlueJeans, literature

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Fighting the Clock

Tick, tock, tick, tock, step light now Running will not get back our lost time How many mistakes will life allow? Our journeys will be toughest climb The fear and the emptiness inside You must face it to take back what’s yours When up against time there is nowhere to hide Stand strong and step through those doors Enjoy the time while you can Make the most of every day Time will tick throughout our lifespan Its hands will never sway We beat time through living fully The clock is both ally and bully

Pulling Myself Up by BleedingBlueJeans, literature

Spiritual House by BleedingBlueJeans, literature

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Spiritual House

Spiritual House That what you named this account You thought you were going to get better I thought so too Because of you I can’t believe in God Yet if you believed maybe I could too Spiritual House You were in a sobriety house You thought you had support You walked away Spiritual House Is a broken house There are no mirrors You’ve broken everything inside You’ve turned everyone away Empty House Vodka is your roommate Cigarettes your landlord Lies your foundation Empty promises your roof This will never be my home

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Your Hands by BleedingBlueJeans, literature

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Your Hands

Building a Bridge by BleedingBlueJeans, literature

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Building a Bridge

In the Back of Your Mind by BleedingBlueJeans, literature

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In the Back of Your Mind

Anxiety's Chokehold by BleedingBlueJeans, literature

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Anxiety's Chokehold

Fighting the Clock by BleedingBlueJeans, literature

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Fighting the Clock

Pulling Myself Up by BleedingBlueJeans, literature

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

United States
Deviant for 8 years
She / Her

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Greetings my fellow deviants,

To the none of you that were interested, this account does have a bit of interesting back-story in that I originally created it for my mother, as like me she is a writer and I wanted to help give her a platform to post and get feedback on her work. However she took very little interest in it and probably doesn’t even remember that I created this account for her due to her alcoholism. As my relationship with her got worse I decided to reclaim this account and make it my own.

So getting to me I am a mostly novice writer which is something I do for a hobby, I can’t even say I’m a student as I recently graduated college. Still, I hope to be a published novelist someday and this account will mainly be used to post more publish-worthy stories, as well as poetry. I may also post fan-fiction occasionally but have decided to only post it here if I believe it is my best work. I do have another account here that I won’t link to. That account is where I mainly post work just for fun though I do put a lot of effort into all my work, no matter what they are.

I hope I don't sound too stuffy about everything, as I do enjoy having fun and one thing I love to do is role-play, as I see it more as a story collaboration, and so if you are interested feel free to note me, I'll send you my rules and we can see if we can get something going. I put a lot of effort into my ideas and characters, but I enjoy having a partner and hearing their ideas and combining our characters together.

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So anyway feel free to check out my gallery and I hope you like what you see, all the the faves, comments, and watches are very appreciated, along with constructive criticism. Also when I post stories with multiple chapters I will try to post them as frequently as I can though do forgive me if it takes me a while to get to the next chapter. I'll try not to leave you hanging for too long.

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Icon by Kezzi-Rose and lit tag (when you can see it) is by Arisu-Ami-Chan I'm making sure I credit them here as dA doesn't seem to show signatures anymore, which is weird. I try not to bash dA's new format to much, but I do wish they would change some things back to the way they were.

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Lastly, I just in case I do start to get to know people here on a personal level, Megan Lynn insn't my real name it is a pseudonym, but oddly enough it was going to be my real name until I was born and they decided to change it, and I do like Megan better than my real name, so it seems as good a pen name as any.